No mother or father should ever have to.
I never wrote about our experience with the funeral home because it's perhaps the one part of losing a child that we all want to forget. Except, I can't forget it.
We didn't have a typical funeral. No wake. I didn't want that for him. He was our baby and deserved a remembrance that would leave everyone touched by his spirit and love.
I wanted it to be beautiful and breathtaking. Just like Sawyer.
And it was.